Thursday, March 24, 2011 , 7:53 AM

moody is wad i cn do.. i cnt scold ppl whn im angry.. i cnt cry whn i unhappy.. the oni things i cn do is moody.. ue have to face the fact.. dun tok to me, do ue think is the gd idea? think abt it.. if ue were i, how will ue feel whn someone dun tok to ue or ignore ue, will ue feel gd?

, 6:45 AM

all this while, i have keep my thoughts of ue all deep in my heart.. i dun wanna say out cuz i dun wanna let ue all suffer due to my thoughts.. i think ue all will think im angry wit ue.. ytd forgiven ue all, today ue all dun talk to me.. wad have i done? shld i say srry to you all thn ue happy? i cried oni 7 ppl care for me but ue all sit down thr laughing.. it hurts! ue dun understand whn someone leave ue alone in sch n thn go hm.. im always lonely.. juz wanna call someone to accompany me awhile.. is that ver difficult? ue call me accompamy ue, i do wad as ue say.. i dun wanna say anymore.. the more i say, the more hurtful my heart is.. :'( crying is awful..

Friday, March 18, 2011 , 11:29 PM

why i have this feeling of losing ue? keep dreaming that we fight..it cant be coincidence.. dream of it 4 times and it is the same dream.. im afraid to tell you and i knw wad ur reply.. ue will say: ue think too much le..
am i thinking too much? im afraid nw.. hope i wish thr someone who cn lend ears to me..

Tuesday, March 8, 2011 , 5:24 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUAH QUAH!!
i shld not ask suwai n diana to see my blog.. haiz.. i tot cn high a bit but cuz of this i moody.. srry arh quah quah.. being left out de feeling, ue will nvr understand.. haiz.. i tot cn use this chance to go out wit ue all.. Why is it so hard!!? I juz wanna go out to have fun.. Calling ue to go out, like forcing ue all.. Why dun have ownself de leh?? If ue wan nxt time, my nxt time is on June holiday.. why ue all dun understand how i feel.. i always tot: all friendship got some problems.. n stop thinking.. nth will happen..
but will it possible?

Monday, March 7, 2011 , 4:39 AM

haix.. i dun knw shld go to sohming celebration or go out with diana thy all.. ask thm want to go whr.. use this chance to go out.. thy will say either no money or lazy.. -.- i go out wit thm so diff sia.. go sohming birthday celebration better ba.. :/ bring ___ to pei me? LOL he dare mah.. gt kelvin n huizhong thy all leh.. ask him ba.. :D

Sunday, March 6, 2011 , 6:17 AM

i rlly cnt tahan alr.. this is the only way to chu qi.. why am i so useless? angry n sad had to go through this to reduce my unhappiness..
A bitch always a bitch.. no change.. stick to ppl who knw how to study.. stick to ppl will improve her studies meh? i think wont ba.. make fwens with thm n use thm? to achieve her goal? nw she write this:Come on guys! Don't be upset, You can do it! Try to communicate with your friends using english ;) Study hard and you will achieve good grades. GOOD LUCK 3N1!!!!! :DD i wish we can move up as a class every year XD.. she say oni her ba.. my opinion ba..
flirt guys? her strength!!?
hate her man... maybe she like him? want to steal frm me? nvr in ur life.. even ur nxt life!! keep asking me whether i gt stead wit him? i stead wit him gt nth to do wit ue.. so no nid ue to care so much.. thankyou..
it best to write here.. i think? nt better thn telling ppl.. sometimes thy may betray ue.. who knws.. being betray twice.. one bitten twice shy.. it hurt so much.. sometimes it make me feel so left out.. why? cuz all of thm went out without telling or asking me.. maybe i cnt blamed thm.. it the fact i cnt go out.. but thy make me so lonely... wad cn i say.. nth i cn say..
maybe one day thy will rlly hate me.. always gt this feeling.. but nobody will undertsand this..it so hurtful.. tears one by one dropping down the face.. is this wad i get? backstabbing, betraying every prob always fall into me.. :'(